Only time will tell...

I don't think I've ever been this happy with my life. I want to thank you for being there for me, for telling me I'm beautiful, for taking me in your arms in front of everyone and whispering cute things in my ear. For being so patient with me, for understanding my mood swings, for appreciating the little things that most people would over-look... For being so incredibly sarcastic with me, because you know it makes me so happy.

Thank you. For understanding my past and wanting my future to be so bright.

Discover, relax, and wait

It's interesting to find out how people handle their issues. Two people can be going through the same thing, but their outcome will inevitably be different. One can resort to drugs, and the other, meditation. Or something around those lines. All-in-all, people are different, all are interesting in their own little way.

I haven't slept much in the past week, but I feel amazing. I swear, in the past four days, six people have told me I'm beautiful multiple times. Sure, they might be intoxicated... and my friends... but hearing that you're beautiful just makes you sparkle, right? Right. I'm not told that that often, and it's a good feeling.

I've been going to Guitar Center like three times a week. It is seriously THE SHIT. And the fact that Blake (http://blakecarpentermusic.blogspot.com/) is such an AMAZING musician doesn't hurt. He makes women cry, he's that good.

Anyway, life is good. I can't really complain at the moment. You have to take life one day at a time, right?

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Let's just say this...

Drama + immature know-it-all's + rude-ass people = one very fucked up night.

In all honesty, today was actually a really good day. I woke up in the arms of someone special, walked to lab, went to lunch with some friends, walked to Guitar Center with a few people, stayed there for about two and a half hours, then went to a coffee shop, walked back, went to dinner, and said goodbye to one of my friends. After that, my night kind of epically failed. Drama-filled, dumb... Not good at all. But I think my day kind of trumps over my shitty night. :)

That's all for now.



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Wondrous things...

At the moment I'm in lab editing some footage of Blake Carpenter who has seriously turned out to be one of my closest friends out here.  Like a brother, I guess, which is always good to have.  Anyway, Blake is an INSANELY talented musician, so we went to Guitar Center earlier today and I recorded him playing, hence why I am editing his footage.   Anyway, check it out below!



I wonder why the quality is so bad... Hm...



Anyway, now that I'm done editing, I'm going to go home.


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Depression or anxiety?

Weird moods lately...  Maybe I'm just thinking too much again, but for some reason nothing seems to be going the way I'd like.  School-wise, things are great, but personally?  Not so much.  One loss after another.  It's getting annoying trying to put on this happy demeanor every day.  Whatever.  I can deal.

I have a lot of good people in my life, and I should be focusing on the good, not the bad.  But I can't help it.


I can't wait to go home.  I miss my family, my friends...  You.  Oh well.

'Night, blog.

xx

Sunrise, sunrise

Life is always better when you know you're wanted / loved by someone other than a family member.  I forgot what this felt like.



Thank you.
xx